sup muh niggaaaaa.

having a bit of mixed feelings.
not too sure.




ehh i am gonna write a long post one of these days...i promise!

yeah..........
im into it.

i dont understand.
how do these girls do it?



not only are they dumb, they are not the prettiest girl either. how do even THEY have boyfriends?


why dont i have one? besides the fact that i dont go anywhere.
i mean, really?
im not one of those girls who NEEDS a boyfriend. i am fine without one.
but it would be nice to have one. i mean, just someone to talk to late at night, and someone who actually cares about me.

i dont know. i am having crazy thoughts right now. i am super jealous. i HATE being jealous.
but, it happens to everyone and right now it is happening to me.

:(

im too nice.
it makes me look stupid.

i feel like i havnt seen some of my friends in SOO long.
i miss them :( 2 WEEKS AND I WILL BE BACK!!!


man, i am having mixed feelings about something. i dont think it is good. i need to talk to someone about it but i think i should wait a while.


less than a month until california woo! i wish elisha could come, that would be awesome!

i am so tired. but i cant sleep.
and i need to finish all of my school work in like...2 weeks. UH. wow, we will see how that works out.
man o' man. lfskdjf;laksdfjas i want to say something but i cant. NOT YET!
:(
hmmmmmm....
okay i cant think my mind is going crazy.

you think everything is about you.
thats funny i cant believe you actaully even asked me about that.











SO FUNNY AHAHHA.

im really tired.
i have so much stuff to get done in only a few weeks.
i cant wait to move.
recently i have been having some weird feelings about my life. i feel like i am meant to do something really epic and that my life will be so insane but a life that i will love.
i will go places and do things i could never imagine. meet people dream about meeting.
maybe im delusional...who knows. anything can happen...right?

UGH!!!!!!!

Okay i seriously dont understand some people.
You ask me for advise and then you're like "yeah...i guess so." "whatever i dont know about that" blah blah.


and then someone tells you THE EXACT SAME THING I DO and your like, "man i got some good advice today.
ARE YOU SERIOUS!???!?!?! OMG .


that bugs me.
dont ask me if you arnt gonna even listen to me.

CALIFORNIA!!!

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oh man i cannot wait. i am so excited for this trip i just know it will be amazing!
my mom wants me to go to disney land cause i mean, who knows where the next time i will have the change to go, but it is so expensive and i really want to do some serious shopping haha! oh well i think i will just go.

OMG
okay i just ran into the kitchin.
I WAS BAKING A CAKE AND FORGOT ABOUT IT! ahahahah
dangit. it is for my moms bday its today! but luckaly my dad got it out ahhaa.



okay well anyways i am gonna go do some shizz then frost that cake chyuh.